Kiss me Panda Lips

Out of bordom I get up to no good...

I call this "Kiss me Panda Lips".

I think the idea is cuter than my actual face! But anyway...

They call it the Honey Moon period

No excuses!!!

I have no excuse for my laziness. I can't help to just be lazy. It's in my nature.

Due for a post

There are no excuses except for laziness. I have yet to confront this problem I have with being lazy and pure procrastination.

I got to get off my ass and start crossing things off this list I have!
Hopefully I'll get posting again.

Black Bottom Cupcakes

This is a picture of the Black Bottom cupcakes that I made about 2 months ago, I just never got round to posting about it.

The cake is Chocolate and Cream Cheesecake based so it is a moist and quite filling cupcake to eat. I didn't put any cream frosting on the top because I thought that it would make it even more filling, even-though it would have looked a lot prettier with the cream frosting and chocolate powder sprinkled on top as decoration.

I don't do any baking from the top of my head. I use the Hummingbird Bakery book that I have. It's a good book to have if you like baking, however there are some ingredients that you can tweak yourself after a few trials of baking.

I think it's time to bake again soon...

Hello Panda!

Is it not cuteeee???? It definitely is!!
I Love Panda's, they are just like me with the dark circles around the eyes :) Cuddly, (hairy,) Lazy, eats and sleeps :D
I had to take a picture to show the resemblance LOL

(The pictures were taken with the camera on my phone...crappy)

Sweets :)

My friend went to Hong Kong and got me these sweets, they reminded me of the ones I had when I was a kid :D
They were fruity and addictive...so addictive that when I offered my sisters one, that was all they were allowed :)..Okay maybe not, I gave them one of each flavour before I kept the rest to myself...

The flavours
Strawberry
Pineapple
Grape
Orange
Melon (I think or lime??)

Gimme some Chocolate!

As you can see I decided to eat a few before sharing. I'm greedy, now get over it! :d

They were soo good, but I prefer the Truffles, coffees, and maybe the ones with crushed nuts. I don't really like the toffee, or orange or Turkish delight ones...so they were left behind :D

Small Box with a Vintage look

I can't say that I'm totally in love with it, as I'm not a big fan of wood...I mean I like it's old rusting look etc, I just don't like the feel of unfinished wood, for that I hate getting splinters :§

But anyway I really like the lock? Clasp?...the closing of the box. I also find that the lock is also very popular as I have seen it on a lot of vintage look products or shabby chic style furnishings...also on a lot of bags and clutches.
I think our of the whole box the lock is the highlight...well the corner details are night too :)

I Piss Myself Off

No lie, I think I'm subliminally creating my own dramas in life to get attention, because I'm just not getting enough.

Argghhh I'm really pissing myself off here, Argh slap me please!!

I'm Sorry, But this is me:

I'm sorry for not living up to your expectations.
I'm sorry for not being affectionate.
I'm sorry for not conforming to your needs.
I'm sorry for not being talkative.
I'm sorry for not being on your level.
I'm sorry for not having the same passions as you.
I'm sorry for not being encouraging.
I'm sorry for not stroking your ego.
I'm sorry for not playing the victim.
I'm sorry for not considering your feelings.
I'm sorry for making assumptions.
I'm sorry for starting arguments.
I'm sorry for being Judgemental.
I'm sorry for being greedy.
I'm sorry for putting my studies before you.
I'm sorry for being indecisive.
I'm sorry for being so demanding.
I'm sorry for being vain.
I'm sorry for being high-maintenance
I'm sorry for being stubborn.
I'm sorry for having morals and principles.

This is me, this is the person I am.

Sugar me up

I need some Sugar in me, 'Cause I feel so Bitter!

Love Me more

Before I can show You or tell You how much I Love You,
I need to know that You Love Me more.

It's who I am.

I know that I am not a affectionate person,
It's who I am.

I really don't get it...I mean someone can go on Facebook on their phone and yet they can't reply your text messages. You're still on your damn phone!!! Twat!

Quote - Isak Dinesen

Difficult times have helped me to understand better than before, how infinitely rich and beautiful life is in every way, and that so many things that one goes worrying about are of no importance whatsoever...

I'm sorry, it's not like I planned to fall in Love with you...

Fabric Floral print shoes

So sexciii my heart throbs everytime my feet walks <3

Okay maybe not but they are so hott and orgasmic.
They are about 14cm (5 and half inches) stilettos including the front platform.

The picture was taken on my night out because I forgot to take a picture before leaving the house. :D

I am the way I am because of you.

Fake Freckles

Fake Freckles are the new-in's?

Yes, that's right it has become a trend and into the new season style to get Fake Freckles. Like most typical fashion trends it started on the runway where models had them drawn on...surprise!

I mean really is that needed?

Pink Bow Ring

This is one of the cutes Pink rings that I own, What more is there to say about the ring, it's big bright and its a bow! :)

I got it from Karmaloop, an US on-line shopping site.

Use the Rep Code: KKC89 to get 20% discount on the first delivery.
and Code: 75SHIP for $8 off shipping to the UK. (Not on discounted items)
All the discounts kinda makes up for the TAX you have to pay on delivery (for out of Us delivery)

My Aubergine with white flowers Nails

I haven't posted about my nails in a white, I don't really think I had much time to really paint them and decorate them, and I kept cutting them really short as they were chipping and it's only just about growing strong again and I have time due to the end of un work :)

So yes these are My Aubergine with white flowers Nails. The colour I used is Aubergine colour which is like a really plummy red colour that almost looks brown...almost like the the vegetable Aubergine or egg plant, whatever you call it. I've always had a love for the vegetable Aubergine-the way my mum cooks it and the way I learnt to cook it (Chinese style- Szechuan or Blackbean).

Back to my nails...This is one of my favourite colours next to royal violet, But anyway the patterns were created using the Konad method of stamping, a method that I've posted about before. This time round I had a bit more time and patience to stick on some gem stones, just to make it that little bit more pretty :).

The picture was taken two days after I did them so it is a little chipped :s

Blue Skittles

Okay, so I 've been locked in the house for a while...so it seems...But anyway I went to the corner shop the other day as I was craving Skittles for for a random reason I have no idea why...and I saw these..since when was there Blue skittles??? So yeah I bought a pack and apparently 'There is only one blue skittle in every 50 regular packets of skittles!"
Hahahah lucky ME!!!!! :D

I don't think I'm used to the taste of it...it's a bit strange but addictive...I think I'm going to get another pack and wish for the best :D

A found poem

I think this poem, in some sort explains my feelings at the moment, except the "I'm better off dead" part, it's a feeling more than a physical act to harm myself.

You tell me that you care
You tell me that you've changed
but when I let you back in my life
You prove me wrong.
I should never have trusted you
I should never have said
I miss you baby,
But I'm better off dead.
You said that you care
You said that you'd be here
But whenever I need you,
You were never there
How am I supposed to react
To you coming back?
You leave me breathless
With nothing left to live for
What am I supposed to say
When you tell me you've changed
But reality strikes back
When you walk away

It feels as if someone just shot me, Ripped my heart out and stomped on it multiple times.

No wait, I'm pretty sure it's the reality of my life.

The day before Final hand-in

Today is the day before the final hand-in, that will determine the grade that I will graduate with. I'm excited, not because I think that I've done so well and I will get a good grade, but excited for the work to be over and can get some sleep. However I feel scared that I've not done everything because at the moment I think I've done everything and just fixing little bit and labelling, tidying and packing it all together. Actually, I know that could do a little bit more tweeking with the work that I've done because I know it could be better, but I don't think that I should, because I'm going to rush it and stress at the lat minute and it won't help...also I've starting to feel really unwell :(

Well the hand-in isn't due till 4pm, but I'd like to get in early and set up to check through if I've got everything.

I'm glowing on the inside...Can you see it?

Why are people looking at me?
Can they see that I'm glowing from the inside?
Because I'm feeling as if I am.




I've been having this good feeling inside of me, it definitely feels nice, I hope it stays for a while :) even-though it has nothing to do with that special someone.

Fish made of Jelly :D

Whilst out on lunch, we ordered a Chinese dessert- some mango jelly thing, and it was shaped as a fish...as you can see, It's so cute :)

Huge Koi Fishes

So I went to lunch last Bank holiday Monday with my family, and we went to this restaurant down China Town. I don't remember the name but it basically has this garden, pond, bridge thing in front of it.....anyway the last time I went the Koi fishes in the pond were pretty small, but this time going back I saw them again and they are huggggge :D I remember the ones we used to have in our garden at home, they didn't compare in size but they bring back memories :)

Chiwawa Dog Keyring

I said I wanted a Dog...my sister got me a Chiwawa keyring :S
It's the closest thing yet.
And I think it's playing dead because all it does is lie on it's tummy or hang off my phone :S hmm
I want a Dog to play with and keep me entertained!!

Karmaloop

Karmaloop is a website that I shop off from (US based), and I've bought a lot of things from there myself and joint with a friends. I absolutely lovvvve the things and style.

So I became a "Rep" It's a way to spread the love of this on-line shop to the uk and to give you discount!!
you have got to love the discount.
This Rep code can be used anywhere, but I want to spread the love to the Uk!

Rep Code: KKC89

Oh I have got to mention that it is sent from the Us so you do get taxed for the package, however with this discount code it really pays for the tax, either way you save a little money :D
I really like the way the website has a currency converter on the page, it makes it soo much easier to shop :)

I will post up more information about karmaloop at a later date, as I'm busy with uni work at the moment, I will also post up some of the things I buy too :D

Enjoy :D

I can do it!

After working hard for the last few weeks with little laziness in between, I noticed that I can do all the work I need to...that is if I continue to work as I did before.
I have 2 weeks to completely finish everything, I know I will get it done, because I won't sleep till it's done, it just wont be the way that I wanted it to be, or as good that's all.

But I can do it!!! :D

First steps to a last chance

The first steps to an action is always hard to take...and out of stubbornness it meant the hell of a lot.
Sometimes it takes more than a first step, it takes a bit of a pushed step (and maybe a kick) and it might not get you anywhere, and so you try to move on, and maybe out of luck something will later come out of it, or if you're that lucky you'll just get what you stepped up for.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that, chances are for you to give, but not just to give to others but also yourself.

However as I mentined in my other post "The last chance that never is the last!" some people don't deserve a chance, or for you to make a step for. It's up o you to believe if they are worth it and if you're lucky enough, they too will try.


At the moment I'm just hoping that I won't get disappointed, this is the last chance that I am giving you and this is once again a first step I've taken for you, I really hope you show me a different side of you because I can tell you that this is the last chance to prove that you have changed.

The sun is finally out!

I can't believe believe that it's so sunny recently and I'm stuck in doors doing uni work for the assessment. But it's got to be done, and it's a bit depressive that I'm missing out on it and spending time with my friends, but I got my summer time tunes on blast and working whilst dancing around the house.

I guess I really am a summer baby because I've been feeling really good about myself for no reason, like I'm just a lot happier and well, less depressive, even though I still question what I'm going to do with my life after I graduate after uni.
I guess things will work out by itself in due time, and I'm not going to stress too much about it till I graduate. I have thought of things that are possibilities of "to do's" but I'm not going to put too much hope into it happening, just because I dislike being disappointed and I like the idea of serendipity.

I also believe that when one door closes another will open, you just have to be ready to see it and grab it.

The last chance that never is the last!

I hate it when I tell my self that it's the last time that I'll do something, then only for some time to pass and I 'm back on my own words again!

Majority of the time when I tell myself it's the last time, I question myself of "what ifs'" and I just give in and end up falling for the same thing again!

It's like the saying

"Fool me once, shame on you fool me twice shame on me"

But sometimes it takes more than twice because we fall for the "Third times a charm" or "Third time lucky" but only to get disappointed again.

But really, I guess the third time is the last time, because after that you're just kidding yourself.

A poem I found with the saying:

Not this time.
nope, she's not falling for it. again.
boy, your old tricks are getting rusty.
it won't have [ any effect ] on her any
longer. flashing that gorgeous smile
of yours and gazing at her with those
amazing eyes? not going to work.
haven't you heard of the saying, "fool
me once, shame on you. fool me twice,
shame on me."? the girl isn't stupid!
she's learned to look into that [ dark,
empty hollow ] you call your heart.
she's not judging the book based on
its cover anymore.

To Do Lists

First of all I know the image is not at it's best quality, but it's not like you need to read what's on them any ways.
Secondly, Yes, Yes I'm one of those peoples that like to write lists. Lists are Kool. (You see I spelt it with a "K" not a "C" it's a different type of "coolness"..maybe a dorkey wierd type like me...)

Back to the point of this photograph...They are my to do's for my un projects, the top 4 sheets are for each project that I need to do not including my "waste of time essay". The first two sheets of the second row are the printing list...as you can see tey are empty as I've not done anything to print!. the third sheet is what I need to do when term starts as certain facilities at uni are not available. The last one is the over all list. The third row is of my timetable till it's all over, the next sheet is what I need to do on Tuesday and the next sheet what I need to have done for Wednesday so I can print pieces off.

I'm pretty organised and I don't know if it's a waste of time? Yes, No? My sister thinks I'm a freak...I never denied that and I kind of think I'm a little bit of a OCD freak too :S

Now back to another 2 hours of work before bed?

Little Desserts

A friend came over to my house and we ordered Domino's Pizza for dinner, we ordered a pizza and two sides. It was yummy :D We also got desserts too (obviously as this post is called Little Desserts), my friend got the Chocolate Waffle and me this...the triple cheesecake :D It was extra yummy, and yes we managed to eat our desserts too...that's because we didn't finish the whole pizza :S

But once again so Yummy :D

Hair becoming part of clothing

Lady Gaga Image: Designs by Artidjana and Charlie le Mindu

Image with 3 Women: Julia Reindell, VPL, Bitching & Junkfood

Naked model Image: Skirt designed by Lauren Mayhew

For one I know that I get really annoyed when my hair gets in my way...also Keeping hair extensions untangled is a problem so outfits...are you crazy!!

Also I really dislike the idea of fur let alone hair?
Bad idea

15th day

It's been 15 days.

I guess everything wasn't anything to you.

Biscuit can teach you things...

My sister got me these biscuit thing from the Chinese supermarket. It's basically theses stick biscuit with a strawberry dip, I'm not so keep on fake strawberry foods, So I didn't try it, it was also this really bright Pink?

Anyways the biscuits made me smile...
" Mole in a Hole "
" Fox beware of Lies "...

But I don't know if my sister was trying to hint something to me?...Like she was taking the piss? LOL

Lack of posting

I know that I posted a lot previously and there is a reason to why i have put a pause on it. I am currently a few weeks of final assessment at university and graduation, and so I'm just trying to do some work for it and hope for the best.

I shall be posting soon after, and will definitely try to sneak a random post here and there :D

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Flowers on Special Delivery

Flowers for No-reason that got sent on special delivery.
Isn't it sweet (<3)

The lillies haven't opened yet, but when they do... damn Hay-fever!!

Mysteriously Enchanting but Elegant

Is this just not an mysteriously enchanting but elegant image?

I want to be there dancing around with her...

Masked

I'm currently doing a project on masks etc...I found this whilst Googling stuff as research.
I think it's hot! Mysteriously Dark yet Sexy and Seductive...

I mean she is naked and caressing her breasts :)

Vintage Camera

This is a photograph of my Mummy camera. She had this since she was a young teen. We have these random vintage stuff (including Chinese ornaments) that belong to my mummy and Daddy at home...mainly in the attic or scattered around the house on shelves or cupboards.

But back to this camera. I really like it however I don't know how to work it. I definitely will learn during the summer. I just have to find out the type of film and stuff that it uses. I also need to clean it up a little as the leather case that it has around it is rusting away due to the lack of care it was in when it was 'stored' or chucked into the corner. It is at the moment sitting in a sealed plastic pocket in my room.

Does anyone know how to work this? I want to learn the old way of photography without the LCD screen!

Mental Disorder posters

This is a 7 series minimalistic poster design to represent a group of mental disorders.

The posters have been designed by Patrick Smith

I think that they were well thought out and designed, they represent each one well. I actually find the OCD annoying and want to just move that box!! I am a "little" OCD freak.

Read more HERE

Air Asia T-shirt Packaging

This is well thought out packaging and concept. The wings of the plane open up and transform into a hanger.

Slutty Grammar

This is actually pretty funny.

"Hello!"

Teddy Says "Hello!"

Hi, I don't have a name...They just call me Teddy!

Cupid?

Where is that blonde curly haired kid in a diaper with angel wings?...they call him #cupid??
I'm sure he's sitting up there laughing at me!

Okay I just like the image here. But I guess the whole concept makes sense.

Pig Ring

Set Stone Encrusted Flying Pig Ring from ASOS
I saw this and thought it was cute and funny in a weird way.

Sisters Wedding

My lack of update was due to my sisters wedding on Sunday. As a bridesmaid I've been running around doing little things and have been very busy.

This is a photo of my Mummy, Daddy, Little brother and Me just before my sister (the bride) arrived.

Mistakes

I sense it
I know it
I see it

But I can't stop it

I'm already falling...

Quote - Robert Graves

"The supply of good women far exceeds that of the men who deserve them."

team?

T-E-A-M

team

There is no " I "

But there is a " M " and a " E "

Bitch!

Samson Craft Beers

Bottle design and branding for New Jersey-based craft brewer Samson Craft Beers.
These liter bottles are screen printed front and back, so that the images aligh....(I also have a perfume bottle that is designed this way too :D I'll post it later or something...)
Antique wooden beverage crates are used to transport the beers to the various distributors and restaurants. They have the logo screen printed on to each side as well.

Designer/Illustrator Sean Flanagan

My Disney Couture Snow White Black Apple Ring :)

This is another ring that I purchased few weeks ago :) I LOVE!!! It's so cute and sparkly!!!

Okay so, this is the Poison Apple from Snow White as part of the Disney Couture collection. It has Black Swarovski Crystals covered on the top of the silver plated ring with a stalk and a green leaf :)

This ring is size 8. Yes 8, that is because I wanted it on my middle finger and not my other one...That's Just Me.

I got it from House of Fraser whilst on a shopping spree, it was just under £40 :) Happy little girl dreaming in Disney.

'UP' in reality...

This is the house from the Pixar animation Up. It isn't an exact replica as it's just the empty shell otherwise it wouldn't really happen...right?...Anyway It was lifed by 300 helium balloons and was done in Los Angeles.

I really like the animation it was definitely funny and I enjoyed it, however I thought that the adverts and promotion pieces just showed all the funny parts and that there wasn't more to expect from it....either way I got it on DVD :D

More Here

I might just be a little "clingy" .

With me it's either clingy or nothing...So which one is it?

She Sell Sea Shells on the Sea Shore...

These are the shells I got when I was young. They are from my Daddy's friend, Dominic whom is from Canada and whilst he was back there visiting he went diving and got me these...I loved them, still do...I still like to put them against my ear listening to the 'ocean'...I used to believe that it was...gullible me. They still remain sitting on the shelf in my house :D
Happy little girl :D

She did what she wanted. She listened to few. She walked to the beat of her own wild drum. She was beautiful. Passionate. She danced carelessly. She laughed loudly. She loved genuinely. She was irrational, moonstruck, shameless, endearing. She was Existing. Untamed. Painfully divine. Uniquely exceptional. Potentially dangerous. And extremely desired.

Honey packaging for Klein Constantia Farm

The packaging is so cute and resembles the production of honey - the box has embossed detailing of the wood and nails of a bee hive box.
The box of honey also contains small diecut bees detailed with gold foiling.

The honey brand crest is also foiled in gold on the front under the diecut slit, with a honey on the corner welcomeing you in to their honey.

Design by the team At Pace.

My Strawberry Ring

Since I was young I've always had a love for strawberries. This was a must purchase :D
It's made of clear resin with gold stem detailing and diamonté 'pips'.

I'm greedy so I'm going to keep where I got this from to myself :D

Oh My purple leopard print nails on clear polish...but chipping away slowly :(